You know what really scares me of death?
its not the fact that it'll be painful or that the ones around you will suffer,
what really scares me is "what happens when you cross over?"
Do we forget about everything we lived down here? Do we forget about those we loved?
Do we be become that superior or that much enlightened that all of the memories and moments on earth become meaningless to our existence? It scares me so much to think that the ones we loved and are gone now don't remember who we are or what we meant to them.
More than anything that they're unable to listen when we talk to them,
because there's nothing else out there, their presence is gone or more like it was never really there.
I don't think I¡ll ever know if they can listen.
Maybe it¡s up to us, we are the ones that make the decision. We decide whether we want to believe or not.
And that's what makes the difference. I mean I know I¡ll never forget, as long as I live of those who are
gone, but there is no certainty that they will forget about us the minute their mortal soul leaves this Earth.
And unless you turn into a suicidal on the quest of figuring out whether there is such a thing as "crossing over" or not
there's really no point.
Some will always think "once your'e gone you're gone" others will always think
"Once you're gone you're superior because your closer to God" (angel like theory)
Then there are those who think "your soul gets trapped on Earth and haunts them"
or "The reincarnation in some younger relative, it could be anyone actually" .
There should be a game named by it, "Where do we go ...?"
Maybe we do go to all of those places and it's up to us to decide where we stay.
After all there is still some human in all of us right? or not...? I hate thinking things that are way out of my league (brainwise)
... its just unnecessary brain exhaustion
