I LOVE CHRISTMAS!

I LOVE CHRISTMAS!
CHRISTMAS IS THE BEST TIME OF YEAR!
I do believe that everyone deserves a second chance
That all sadness will perish!
That you will get what you want!
That no matter how bad things might be, it'll be better!
You'll eat, and you will get fat but you won't give a damm! (that's what counts right!?)
CHRISTMAS has no room for mistake, at least no in my book.
And yet Im scared out of my mind, hoping deep inside that day never comes.
Because Im afraid that all the love I had for it, went away the day she did.